I am tired and confused, I don't know what to do   I can't stomach this pain any longer   Life is at a crossroad, which way do I go?   I can't make a decision for the life of me      Losing my bout with this life no doubt   Or am I really just succeeding?   I'm a afraid of getting older, I feel it getting colder   Just please don't give me eternity      Follow me on my wasted journey   I got two ways, I can bring you down   One's for leavin', two's for stayin'   Either way      Don't you ever learn from your own interpreter   That a lifestyle is begging for mercy   I can't understand when it's all in my hands   I don't see it, I don't feel it      As long as I remember, I will always treasure   Those times that I actually felt happy   But for now, I stand proud and never speak loud   And hide all my insecure feelings      Follow me on my wasted journey   I got two ways, I can bring you down   One's for leavin', two's for stayin'   Either way      Falling prey to your own bad habit   You realize it's time to get out   Happy now but not quite   I'm just a little too tired right now      Falling prey, falling prey   Don't follow me      Frozen feelings have always been your being   But the guilt always finds a way in   Not a tear flows through, not a thought   Not a sound and numbness overwhelms me      Solo now, I can only reach out for a stray flier   On my high wire and from the ground to the air   It goes totally unnoticed   Isn't it just like that, so typical