i've woken up every day   with my eyebrows pointing at my mouth    making all who care for me go through all my worst    times with me    and i give them no choice    all my worst times with me    i need to be unhappy to smile    but i haven't quite got the hang of it yet    i need to figure out whyt his room has blinds that never open    it's so hard to be these days    i wasted all my time    trying to remember    the word content was    there isn't much to open eyes for    i want to be excited just haven't been educated yet    wonder how long it will take before they leave me behind    questions in and questions out, they always ask me    it's so hard to be these days. i wasted all my time    trying to remember    the word content was    i just want to be happy