I know if you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it's yours.   Chances are it wont come back to you. And if it does, do yourself a favor and   let it go yourself      Poison that's what you are to me   Yea I said poison    This prison is a blessing I don't wanna be free   Why sould I have to pay   'cause you don't like the way I am today      (Prozak)   I know it's fucked up how I treat ya tellin your mom I used to beat ya   Mistreat ya and how I used to leave ya   Alone home by the phone crying in pain   Stuttering and flinching every time you have to speak my name   Pamphlets about domestic violence   And how you lived this life of pain and misery and anguish and silence   It seems I can't explain my actions and in my absence   You have to see your family's horrified reactions   'cause uh I know they'd lock me up if they could   Makin excuses for me like a trooper girl just like you should   Shattered dreams and expectations   Starin out the window with teary eyes a broken will and lacerations      Poison that's what you are to me   Yea I said poison    This prison is a blessing I don't wanna be free   Why sould I have to pay   'cause you don't like the way I am today      (Prozak)   When we first got together you said that you respected me   Known about my fucked up childhood but you still accepted me   We took it to that level but sometimes I swear it's like I'm obsessed with the   devil   And these differences that cannot be settled   Everytime we fuck it's out of spite and hatred   Lookin at me like you wish you could kill me that bond is sacred   See I was fucked from the get go raised like a pit bull   Mental abuse pain and anguish things I can't let go   All I can do in this life is bring you down   Things were much better for you until the day I came around   Fuck it I can't take this pain no more   Pistol in my mouth dead body on the floor