(Lead - Mendez)  I want to take my life today  I don't belong here anyway  My God if you can hear me now  See if Your hand can reach this far    You stopped playing father  as soon as mom conceived  The only time we touched  was just before I screamed    The gift that keeps on giving  your father gives to me  History repeats itself  Now history meets me    So what if I'm retarded  Mentally delayed  I'm sorry for annoying you  but I was born this way    You speak so much better  Got an aerodynamic face  Mega-babes and tons of friends  so why show so much hate    Vultures are circling again  My open wounds are food for them  Oh God if you will reach your hand  You can deliver me from man    But I'll get up  I'll get up  Watch me get up    Men fail me...  But the Son of God saves    When I'm face down  and I'm scared and lonely  You are by my side    I'm talkin' face on the ground  My back is painted with footprints  You're the only one  that hears me cry    I seek I find just one name  by which a man can be saved  And He comes before  my tears can dry    Now I'm not alone  No I'm not alone  And I'm free now Cause  I've got no pain to pass on