I have come a long way where I started from  but I'm still not even close to where I'm going  (and now) I can no longer see the shine  that has been lighting up my way  I cannot feel its glowing    The fire in my heart is dying  and the zeal I had is gone    This path that I've chosen's a rocky one  Long, hard and frozen it has become  Each turn that I've taken on the way  has only led me back to Hell  I am dying down growing weaker now  It could seem that I'm doing fine  but I'm broken to little pieces deep inside    Why did I ever choose to go this way  The question I keep asking myself all the time  I guess it was my instinct for self-destruction  that pointed me down this way    The fire in my eyes is dying  and the dream I had is gone    This path that I've chosen's a rocky one  Long, hard and frozen it has become  Each turn that I've taken on the way  has only led me back to Hell  I am dying down growing weaker now  It could seem that I'm doing fine  but I'm broken to little pieces deep inside