Get off work put the car into drive  With Buckets f rain coming out of the sky  Grandma's next to me bringing the pain  Her '87 Buick's in to steal my lane    Walk in the door to find my baby at home  Always relieved when I find her alone  Searchin' for secrets buried in eyes  A little bit worried, I'm not gonna lie    Breathe deep and walk on a wire  I am the ember and you are my fire  Too many trips down memory lane  I'm not sure what is keeping me sane  Hours racing, my mind's on escaping  And time is erasing all I wanted to find    Next door there's always a fight  But it isn't their wars that keep me up at night  They know how to forgive and forget  I missed that lesson, I'm sick of this shit    Roll out of bed at a quarter to nine  To millions of people goin' out of their minds  I'm just stuck here suspended in air  Trying to get back, but life isn't fair