So this time  I am the one to blame  The last time  I Almost drown  It did not feel the same   And Now I am  Withholding all the pain  and I Still remember how  i hurt myself  when i shut this all away  this time no one can hear me   as im screming on the floor   i feel so far away from healing  so im stepping back inside  stepping back inside of me  this time the voice is screaming  it screams in me silently  and now i am wanting this to change  cause this time love come too far  and i cannot run away  and i know the ends not far away  cause i still remember how i hurt myself  when i shut this all away   this time no one can hear me  as im screaming on the floor   i feel so far away from healing  so im stepping back inside   stepping back inside of me  this time the voice is screaming   it screams in me  SILENTLY