I'm gonna clean the house  I'm gonna fix the fence  In my final hours  I'm gonna tie up these loose ends    I wont leave a note  For anyone to find  Tomorrow they'll know  What I've done here tonight    [Chorus]  The drastic steps I'm takin'  Are just an act of desperation  I knew no one would miss me   So what the hell  I fought and lied I drank too much  Hurt every one I ever touched  Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell  This is not some kind of cry for help  Just good bye I wish you well  Because I love you   I'm gonna kill myself    Now who is that  In my easy chair  Now wait a minute  That's the old me sittin' there    And I thank God  The devil in me died  I stand before you now  A man changed and alive    [Chorus]  The drastic steps I'm takin'  Are just an act of desperation  I knew no one would miss me   So what the hell  I fought and lied I drank too much  Hurt every one I ever touched  Just how much I hurt you is hard to tell  This is not some kind of cry for help  Just good bye I wish you well  Because I love you   I have to kill myself    Gonna clean the house  Gonna fix that fence  In my final hours I'm gonna tie up these loose ends