Let me give you some insight into my insides  I haven't been this confused in such a long time  you can't believe I've spent just losing my mind  I can't believe that 10 years have really gone by  it's been a long time  Had a plan for every year I've been alive  a million more I've built up inside of me  there's a million more that I have bottled up  and that I've fucked up  do you feel like the hard times are mountains you've climbed lying awake  it still feels like it's '89 it's been along time  those mindless days the plans that I've made  the countless mistakes all the times I've changed  through the years I faced all that's kept me sane  every single day