Verse 1:  These thoughts are going through my mind  why are they in my mind,my mind,my mind  they try to eat me alive,sucide,sucide  i am not gonna die,die,die aaaaah!  they are eating my thoughts alive,alive  why cant they see what i am going through  i cant control my mind no more they are in me    Chorus 1:  you kill my pride, when i am down  you can kill me, you kill my pride  dont you hate me, you kill me  all my hate and anger has faded  why do you hunt me, hurt me,kill me    Verse 2:  i am you i can hurt you  killing myself the wickedness in my mind  everyone is out to get me  my wicked mind is over me  i am sick of you, just kill,kill  you cant win me, i am alive  you cant kill my soul,wickedness infesting    Chorus 2:  you haunt my life, when i am around  you hate my life, when i am up  i do hate you, il kill you  all my pain and fears are fading  i will kill you, you cant hurt me  atleast you cant kill me,ripping me    Verse 3:  its growing in my head  wickedness infesting i feel it  i can feel this wicked feeling  its about to open it up  the wicked is following me  its there for me ,the sucide i feel  i cant kill them, i will kill  counting all these little people  one will die by my wicked ways  no, i cant let this happen, wickedness  infesting its corrupting the soul  i cant fight it...no    Chorus 3:  i am screaming all my pain  each day it hurts in my mind  i will be down to it  its fighting me, you cant help me  its infesting , the wickedness  oh help me i am by myself  they are going to bite my head off  get the hell away from me    Verse 4:  they wisper come with thee  feeling like a bastard  wait till you bite my head off  i just want out of the pain  i just want less pain,i can feel the pain  its haunting me, i will take it  you can scream, the wickedness is around  i can feel it, my time is dead