Right now hurts more than life   and i’d never wish it back   it seems the changes that we made weren't the same   being alone and the only rider   sometimes makes me cry   at night i spend alot of time cursing you   i thought i could be the one   i thought i was the sun   but now you find out   that there's a difference when you close your eyes to what’s the truth   what’s so different now then it was before   would you find time to think of me if didn’t use that much of you energy   being alone and the only rider   sometimes makes me cry   at night i spend alot of time cursing you   i thought i could be the one   i thought i was the sun   but now i know that i don’t mean.. anything.. anything to you   when i friend becomes a shadow   its hard to see him in the light..   when a friend becomes a shadow, its hard to see him in the light   when my friend became a shadow, its hard to see him in the light   i see my friend became a shadow...   what happened to being my boy?