I don't understand how things got so out of hand.   If you could feel my soul, you'd know why I lost control.     I don't understand how things got so out of hand.   If you could feel my soul you'd know why I lost control.     Thought I'd be a better man, so much more than what I am.   I can't believe I took a life.   I'll never forget the look in his eyes!     Chorus:   I don't need you to judge me.   I already judged myself!   And if I had it all to do again.   I'd do something else!     Please Ma don't you cry, I see the shame thats in your eyes.   I know you had all your dreams of how your little boy would be.     How I hate to see it end, say goodbye to all my friends.   First stop for me will be a cell, then it's straight on in to Hell!     Chorus:   I don't need you to judge me.   I already judged myself!   And if I had it all to do again.   I'd do something else!     I'd do something else!    these lyrics are submitted by PAHarry