I've seen a young man's breaking heart  I've seen the evil on my shoulders  I've held self righteous through  I never could see straight  And all this from a land  Of custom license plates  Keep me from noise  And their good will  The funk that I'm in  Lasts me until  The smoke that dances  In my lungs and I'm okay  I've had enough  This child lies bleeding  I'll not forget  How you left me there  Everything i owned  I lost in the war  It sure looked easy  To give up on a boy his age  So what were you thinking?  That a rent-a-kid life was home to me  Still I am living  With that choice of yours you made  I'd give a thousand lives  To see you suffer the same  Now that I'm grown up  Now that I'm a man  I announce the death of family  In my future plans  Wish they never lived  Wish I never was  A travisty