The clock dont stop  And the monkey sits on my back  Never know when it will attack  Will i pull through or will i fall  I try to stand tall humility hits the floor  Is this to much for me to absorb or can i take just a little more  Nobody knows, nobody cares  Vanity grows when love disappears  And then you wanted to talk about it  I think you wanted to see what i would say  I said im happy to live with out it for a couple of days.  Rightly so do i have my self to blame  Decisions of the past have they come back at last  And the booze dont help it encourages what i felt, memories of the past  Lets see if i can add to what ive lost  Dont go to sleep ive got a whole lot to say  Ive got to figure this out  Ive got to get me away so i dont live in the dark,  Leave the wrong mark  Give me a ride im going back to the start.  We're living in a world thats turning slow  A town with too many roads  We're living around.