I wish so hard that I could be just like the one you want me to  But it doesn't seem to work though I'm trying  I try so hard to do what's right to be so good to make you proud  But it never seems to satisfy you  It's just the person that you want is not the person that I am  The conflict inside's horrifying  I want so much for you to think of me as a person that  deserves your respect and attention  I wonder if I'll ever do the tings you want the way you want  When I don't even know what I want yet  It's not that I'm rebelling against the person you are  It's just that I don't know who I am  All I know is it hurts, oh how it hurts  Oh God, do you know how I'm hurting?  There's an emotion in me, there's an emotion in me  Emotion No. 13  Look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not lying  Emotion No. 13 easy crying  Don't ask me how I know, but I'm dying  Emotion No. 13, blows my mind away  Emotion No. 13, it blows me away  Look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not...  Emotion No. 13, say's I'm...  Don't ask me how I know but I think I'm...  Don't ask me how I know but I think I'm dying, dying,  dying, dying  All I know is it hurts, oh how it hurts  Oh God do yo know how I'm hurting?  There's an emotion in me, there's an emotion in me  Emotion No. 13  Look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not lying  Emotion No. 13, feels like I'm dying