You try to repair what's been said   By spitting out everything   All of it out of your head   But it don't fix shit      Your intentions were never this harsh   But how wrong it turned out   When you finally came out   And put words to your trapped up thoughts      And now they're all   Staring at you   With a gaze   Colder than avalanche itself      You never abandoned yourself   You stuck with it, fought for it   But now it's all gone to waste   Cause it don't mean shit      "We're special, we do what we want"   well that's only bullshit   We choose to obtain   When nothing is special 'bout us      And now they're all   Judging you   Disapointment   Piercing your skin      The more they know   The more they'll grow