Repulsion of beauty drove me to hunt   A frenzy of self hate possessing me   Violated their bodies, stripped of their pride   Tortured and twisted until they have died   Hatred inside is all I would find   I despise what I see in the mirror   Sadistic hateful scum   I kill them but it's myself I hate   Now I'll do myself too   A straight razor will reshape my face   First my ears then my nose   Blood is gushing continue to carve   Erase the face I hate   Now I'm hacking at my chest   A frenzy of self hate possessing me   Controls my actions, controls my thoughts   As I scrape away my skin   I fill my tub, with alcohol   I plunge in to the burning pool   The pain intense, my whole body is drenched in scalding liquid   Despite my pain I am able   To grab a lighter on the counter   The flint ignites, the flames erupt   I'm consumed in the inferno   Cauterize, my skin is charred   Regenerate, more loathsome than before   I despise what I see in the mirror   Sadistic hateful scum   The abomination before my eyes   A reflection of me   I see an image of disfigured evil   I've skinned myself alive   Dripping with blood and blistered by fire   The face I hate erased