Lying here and all I want is to beat my face against this wall   Motionless you drift away, and I'm left wondering   "If it means so little to us why do they fall down you like rain?"   Your hand in mine   I felt explosions for the first time      I realised words are just words   Heartbeats singing us to sleep   Chasing a dream, but some things are never meant to be   The air is filled with a cold uncertainty      Your beautiful but you don't mean a thing      Why do I even care?      As I take this first breath   Glittering blackness paints me a brand new colour   Forget "us" this is mine, with eyes like diamonds shine   Swallow me whole sugar   Swallow me whole