Too afraid to make mistakes and bleed   There's someone who means way too much to me    There's a million different ways and scenes to live   She's asking me for something I can't give      I don't drink to escape, The misconception swells   But when I drink is the only time I don't wish I was somewhere else      This town you have is calm and beautiful   And I don't know anyone here at all   I could drive forever on this beach   But consequence is all I'll ever reach      I don't move to seek, The misconseption swells   But when I move is the only time I don't wish I was somewhere else      Surenderous eyes and of the smoothest skin   Reminding me of places I'ven't been   And we so often mean what we don't say   But the serious game's a game and that's its way      I don't love to be loved, The misconception swells   But when I love, Truly love, I wish I wasn't somewhere else      Tried to poison you in me, Oh and still resamble dignity   These are happy times of bloom   As we both leave this thing with empty wombs      And I'm not afraid to die, The misconception swells   But when I die, Won't be the first time, I wish that I was somewhere else