today i felt the weight compelling   not the first it's not the best ive been   no thoughts come out worth saying   self-tension has limited      what am i comitting my self too   resistance is going no where   it still counts   to you more than anything   when your around   pocket all of my attention   filter out you      Comiting my self too   Resistance is going no where   it still counts   too you more than anything   when your around   pocket all of my attention   filter out you      today i felt the weight compelling   not the first it's not the best ive been   no thoughts come out worth saying   self tension has limited      what you make its voice as happen   as simple as it seems and is    fault touches no one    it just happens   no one wins   i guess it all depends in the way   tomorow I'll feel the weight times ten   no thoughts to speak   no self expression   complacency is all I need   insight of what's important to me   you don't know me   just pretend to   important to me isn't to you   why I seal off all connections   self tension has got to end