Sunshine, I wait for dawns recurrent light   I ponder in my narrow house and warm myself   Moonlight, calmly shines through the night   I stare at these old photographs, my heart beats fast      I find no peace to read or write   My soul is lost, my spirit’s down   There’s no one in the dark   My little world has lost it’s light      The dim serene, I can’t escape at all and my thoughts reveal   I can’t forget the better days behind closed doors   I’m still confused and longing for      Behind these lowered window blinds   I’m holding back the tears and find   I think I shall never know   Why I’m like this and you are so      We all grow, what happened through the years where dreams lie still   I tried to change it all and found dreams lie dead   I can’t redo it all again