It’s been so long I can’t recall   I’m disconnected from it all   I’m not the same   Now they want me back again   In dreams, I get the where and when-   The Zero Plane   (Berlin awaits)   I’d rather die than come crawling back to the orphans in the sterile black I once called home   When all I had was Aladdin Sane, The Slider, and my mother’s name   I was all alone      Over!   Have to face that it’s over   Feel the past on my shoulder   Hear the ring of the bell   There’s nothing that I will return to   They can’t lose me, and I won’t lose you      Dealing with the things in my life   I should have gone crazy   Calling me in my sleep every night   I think I’ve gone crazy      Over!   Have to face that it’s over   Feel the past on my shoulder   Hear the ring of the bell   There’s nothing that I will return to   They can’t lose me    AND I WON’T LOSE YOU!   I won’t lose you!   I can’t lose you!   ‘Cause I need you!   …‘cause I…