Now in these cynical times are sterotypical minds    Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute i climb    Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind   I'm trying to look beyond the lies just to see what i'll find    I'm like a flower in a cave another hour in the maze   I'll cower to the power of my criminal ways    The sun is shining but i'm catching minimal rays    It's time for me to bloom out of this childish phase    My life is like a battle that i'll probably never win    Cause i keep thinking big and risking everything   Life's a challenge and i wonder if i'll ever find the balance    Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents       Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change   Can i change, Would i change or am i always gonna be the same?   I blame the world for making me such a freak   But the world wants to blame it on me   (My life is twisted)      Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change    Can i change, Would i change or am i always gonna be the same?   I blame the world for making me such a freak    But the world wants to blame it on me    (My life is twisted )      My fingers pointing in the mirror i'm the one now (one now)   I see my shadow in the sun dial (sun dial)   Am i really out of change put my freedom in a cage    Slow down, Man i got a son now    It's nothing new they all said it, and i knew it   But i had to go through it myself, i'm hard headed   But that's the only way that i learn   Get caught in the fire there's no escaping the burn, and it burns    Change this change that, change is full of lies    I remain the same cat, wear a good disguise   Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye   So if i change i'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I?      Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change   Can i change, would i change or am i always gonna be the same?   I blame the world for making me such a freak   But the world wants to blame it on me   (My life is twisted)      I wanna run but if i run i'm only running from myself    Would it be easier if i was someone else? (Changes)   I'm like a child playing with matches that's never been burned    Relearning all the lessons that i've already learned    On a highway To a destination i've earned    So many exits but i never bothered to turn I'm like a piece of shard glass   Laying on the frame of a window that was broken by the bricks of pain   Sometimes i feel just like the devil's guinea pig    He's watching me just to see how deep i can dig   I admit i'm fucked up and got a lot to learn    So i'm dancing in the ashes of the bridges i burn      Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change   Can i change, would i change or am i always gonna be the same?   I blame the world for making me such a freak   But the world wants to blame it on me   (My life is twisted)      Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change (Will I)    Will i ever change (Can I)   Can I ever change (Will I)   Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change   But the world wants to blame it on me    My life is twisted Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change (Will I)    Will i ever change (Can I)    Can I ever change (Will I)   Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever change    But the world wants to blame it on me   (My life is twisted)