Oh I live it out   Oh I live it out   Oh I      On the day we were supposed to leave   You changed your mind at the station   You had a nice apartment   There was a good bar downstairs   Your old friend worked there      I'll go anyway, I'll go anyway   They won't refund the ticket   Well it's a good story      But I don't want to live it alone   Crash to take a chance   I wanna live it out   I know I'm already dead      No concrete adversity   Only traps of our own actions   How we wanted it to be   Now I'm never gonna see you again   You turned off      Vertebrae by vertebrae   Roll your way out of a coma   Look up, the nurse is smiling   What luck, the nurse is me   Your old body is dead      Your body's dead   You're a word instead   In my sleep I repeat it   Well, it's a good story      But I don't want to live it alone   Crash to take a chance   We were gonna live it out   Look at you, you're already dead      How will you remember me?   Digging ditches out of boredom   Said you would never leave   Now you're never gonna be here again   You checked out      Oh I live it out   Oh I live it out   Oh I