Spin away the combination for the last time   Say goodbye to this year   I wish I could avoid the empty   Summer days that await me   The fakers smile goodbye, celebrating their new freedom   I sit alone on the couch, wondering why      I wonder what it's like to have it all   To never be afraid that I would fall   But I don't think I've ever known the time   That I was part of the in crowd      Here we go another day another disgrace   Fall flat on my face   I wish I had a bunch of money, catch a plane, head out west   Still run and play around, all full of the fans and freedom   I sit alone on the couch, wondering why      I wonder what it's like to have it all   To never be afraid if I would fall   But I don't think I've ever known a time   That I was part of the in crowd      And doesn't anyone here live an original life?   Or did you surrender to be on the inside?   When you disappear they won't remember your name   And you'll fade away and someone takes your place   Takes your place, in the in crowd      Spin away the combination for the last time   Say goodbye to this year   I wish I could avoid the empty   Summer days that await me   The fakers smile goodbye, celebrating their new freedom   I sit alone on the couch, but I'm ready to fly      I wonder what it's like to have it all   To never be afraid that I would fall   But I don't think I've ever known a time      I wonder what it's like to have it all   To never be afraid that I would fall   But I don't think I've ever known a time   That I was part of the in crowd   Of the in crowd, in the in crowd      I don't need anything that I can't find in me   All my life I have been out of line at the end   When you fall something more, something new to begin   When you fall something more, some way to fit in      In the in crowd   In the in crowd