Shotgun blast spreads like dawning   Rip me open feel it coming   Bowing down to my addiction   Never meant to go so willing   Thought I found the something better   Terminally hope it's crashing   Laughing and crashing   Its laughing I'm crashing      Sorry that I left your language   Found a place of my opinion   Galvanized the oversight by   Pissing on your whole philosophy   Mine is just the easy target   Mine is just the carnal weakness   Wishing for something   And something been wishing      How long is this going to take us   Going on   Is this going to take us on   How long is this gonna take us on      You could be the innocent   And I could play the unwashed savior   Counting on cancer to teach us to live   Tired of all the vacillations   Halcion come take me under   Laughing and crashing   We're laughing I'm crashing      How long is this gonna take us   Going on   Is this gonna take us   How long is this gonna take us on      Shotgun blast spreads like dawning