Trapped in a ceaseless fever of spite,   an unending fit of resentment and anger   Caught in a moment of unforgiveness   In the snapshot of a hate filled second      The speechless flickering of uncomprehending eyes   -Dilated in disbelief   Your vacant gaze distorted   Twisted in its accusing glare      Teeth glimmering in emotional rage   Spit of hate suspended in mid-air   Bodies strained in fury   Devoured by jaws of despair      One single image frame I wish to forget   now replayed in succession of millions   The one second I will always regret   -My hell found in its reiteration      Held within the visualization,   the continuous rerun of my own violence   A fraction of time perpetuated   By my regretful soul animated      Please forgive the evil in me - The darkness within   Ferocious, inherent demon. Adrenaline gland resident      Threatened subconscious snake. Repressed into   striking coil   Surfacing that black second. Ascending with the boil