When you know you don't need the time to talk about it   When you hear you're heart says that you'll be fine without it   It's hard to find the strength to fight a battle   You're not winning from the outside we appear to be   The way we've always been      How I look and how I feel, what I'm told and what is real   That's two different things, what they ask and what I pay   What I think and what I say, what's two different things   It isn't kind, it isn't fair, I have to draw the line somewhere   And face the tears that it brings, 'cause what you've got   And what I need is two different things      Don't you see we've been nothing but a grand illusion   Pardon me if I show the world trace we're using   Well I'm the first to tell you now that half the blame is mine   We could keep pretending that tomorrow will be fine      How I look and how I feel, what I'm told and what is real   That's two different things what they ask and what I pay   What I think and what I say, that's two different things   It isn't kind, it isn't fair I have to draw the line somewhere   And face the tears that it brings, 'cause what you've got   And what I need Is two different things      Everything you offer me   Should make me turn and stay   Black is white and wrong is right   And it's hard to live that way      How I look and how I feel, what I'm told and what is real   That's two different things, what they ask and what I pay   What I think and what I say that's two different things   It isn't kind, it isn't fair, I have to draw the line somewhere   And face the tears that it brings 'cause what you've got   And what I need is two different things      'Cause what you've got and what I need is two different things   Oh yeah, two different things, two different things