I can see myself tucked in and fast asleep   Looking all peaceful but in my dreams I weep   From far up I'm looking down upon myself   And I wonder who it is that's lying there      I feel like in a world all beside myself   Afraid I won't wake up with no one there to care      I know someone used to watch me in my sleep   But some things seem just impossible to keep   I fight hard to bring it back into my mind   But to no use, it all seems to be a blank      I wonder what it was that had me defined   But one thing I know, I have myself to thank      I feel like I have amnesia   But I know it's myself I've lost   I wonder what's happened so far   And what might have been the cost      I'm not sure I want to know   Any of the things I've done   I don't know yet where to go   But I'll accept my past is gone      I feel like I have amnesia   And I've missed the heavenly host   I'm surprised I've come this far   Living without what I need most      I don't think I can go back   To the things that were before   Though I'm now always wearing black   I don't bemoan my life of yore      I wake up and feel like I should be at home   But I do not know this, it's not where I belong   My head is dazed and my mind is all confused   And I'm not quite sure that I'm really there      But the mirror shows me looking out, bemused   Into a blank place that could be anywhere      I feel like I have been left out in the cold   And it hurts to know that this is all my fault   I leave this place to find familiar ground   But the whole world seems to have been rearranged      Now my former self is nowhere to be found   And I know that it's myself that's changed      I feel like I have amnesia   But I know it's myself I've lost   I wonder what's happened so far   And what might have been the cost      I'm not sure I want to know   Any of the things I've done   I don't know yet where to go   But I'll accept my past is gone      I feel like I have amnesia   And I've missed the heavenly host   I'm surprised I've come this far   Living without what I need most      I don't think I can go back   To the things that were before   Though I'm now always wearing black   I don't bemoan my life of yore      I feel like I have amnesia   I feel like I have amnesia