Everything will soon turn black, so here's my letter   To get it off my chest   Promise father, don't look back, it's not for the better   I know you tried your best      Everybody seems so happy like they all share   Something I haven't felt for years   For long, I've tried to just hold on but now I don't care   I'm closing down my thoughts and fears      Forgive me, life is cruel   I'm leaving you      Hear you, little brother, me, you know I'm sorry   For every high hand   Give my love to mother, please, tell her not to worry   I hope she'll understand      Everybody seems so happy like they all share   Something I haven't felt for years   For long, I've tried to just hold on but now I don't care   I'm closing down my thoughts and fears      Forgive me, life is cruel   I'm leaving you   Ya, forgive me, life is cruel   Well, I'm leaving you      So long, don't wait for me in vain   What's wrong with being free from pain?   Be strong and live your lives like I never could      Farewell, let the memories be nice   To hell, don't think you'll go there twice   I'm well off right here, it's more than good   So farewell      Everybody seems so happy like they all share   Something I haven't felt for years   For long, I've tried to just hold on but now I don't care   I'm closing down my thoughts and fears      Forgive me, life is cruel   Well, I'm leaving you      (Leaving you)   Well, I'm leaving you   (Leaving you)   Well, I'm leaving you