I've forgotten who i am im   sick and weak and fresh from sleep   i crawl from a crooked bed   with dirty feet and shaky hands   the numbers on the clock read   one-one-four-oh ay em   ive got time to clean myself   then sell my soul again   when i sleep i dream   i dream i am awake   or was it when awake   i dream i am asleep   I work i shit i eat i sleep   im inspected by the number seven   this cant be my life   no this isn't me      i don't know whats beset this change   i barely recognize my own face   in my mind somethings just not right   but in my heart im bathed in golden liiiight   Bathed in GOLDEN LIGHT!   Bathed in a GOLDEN LIGHT      my eyelids still heavy my pulse still faint   im puzzle pieces- my memorys stained   i feel strength swell a day dream   im shaking under this duality   my pulse is still faint   i hear a strange voice but know what its saying      AND IN THIS MOMENT   seconds stop and i BURST with clarity   a weath lf love and hate-- gone blank   for i finally remember MY FUCKING NAME!      I EAT ROCKS   AND I BREATHE WIND   IVE BEEN AROUND THE WORLD   AND BACK AGAIN   ive lost the static   and the grey is gone   ive got the power of   A MILLION EXPLODING SUNS!!      I AM CONSUMED BY MY MIGHT   BLINDED IN LIGHT AS I WOULD BE IN NIGHT   THIS VOID IS HOLDING ME TIGHT   IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT      When will I ever break FREE   Within or without im chained by the dream   THE VOID IS HOLDING ME TIGHT   IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT      When will I ever break FREE   Within or without im chained by the dream   the void and the light are both me   IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT      Now bright lights flood my eyes   its true I realize   The perilous truth of a perilous life   by my own device    The strength of my high is the strength of my low   unless theres no me   they both    THEY BOTH EXPLODE