This ritual   is a crushing of the spirit   sleepless and suffering   I have broken   it's been dark   the light of day   is months away   and I am years   from what I used to be   I've tried so hard   to find a piece of myself   for the love of pain   I push on   through it all   wake up. do it again   DAY IN AND DAY OUT   connecting fully   to the stings of sorrow   so let the judgement pass   because there's no tomorrow   DAY IN AND DAY OUT   I did it for love   but only hurt you instead   just blame and betray   with nothing left to give   Days In. Days Out   I did it for love   no more.