You held out and hurt yourself again did i not make it clear   to look around my selfish queer with unlit eyes and average   dope you're in the dream room all alone   I have seen you before,   holding out here in the deep end my beautiful deep end with all and odd   You yell out and touch the sound so overwhelmed by simple things   you tend to fear the time is now for ease and thought to come around   and let you know you're in the dream room letting go   Wake up and drown don't swim, breathe or float away   I'm sorry but I might have made it sweet in the gold drunken sunset   where we'd lose our heads another time or close our eyes just right   and try to imagine we're miles away at peace out in the open   To precious hands holding tongues hard maybe one good word   would tell us something whole and small.