Caramia   Blank notebook and a back pocket fade   You used to mock me   Sometimes I would cry   When I was home later   'Cause you hurt my feelings   Why? Why? Why?   (Why? Why? Why?)   You said write it down in your notebook   And I wanna be Harriet the spy   And some say your genius   Is in your madness   Will you get better   (Will you get better)   And then will you leave us   (Will you leave us)   How you mixed with the darkness   At such a young age   (Until in your chemistry)   Until in your chemistry   (Silence and violence)   Silence and violence   (Silence and violence)   Turned silence to rage   Ahh      Why are you dreamin' this   One shoe off   And a bridge to cross over   And where is your taxi fare?   Are you left by yourself   Or left by your lover?   (Are you left by your lover?)   For three nights straight now   I dream, I kept both of my shoes   But I've forgotten my lines   And I've misplaced my cues   And there's a sea full of faces   And a show to go on   But I'm struck mute at entrance   With nothing to draw from      There were the secrets   The big bang and the bigger joke   You seem to know all of them   That's why injustice makes you red with choke   Yeah, but you love like you're desperate   You don't know what love is   (If there was one thing)   And I thought if there was one thing I could give you   One thing I could give you   (If there was one thing)   Well maybe it was this   The head on the bed board   (Sadness)   The anguished repeat   (Sadness)   The sweat of our sadness   (Sweat of our sadness)   And the twist of the sheets   (Twist of the sheets)   I don't want whats best for you   Where will I be when you've found it   (Where will I, where will I)   You know I pray a lot about these bad feelings inside   (Where will I, where will I be)   I can't pray my way through or around it      Hey   Why are you dreamin' this   One shoe off   And a bridge to cross over   (And a bridge to cross over)   And where is your taxi fare   Are you left by yourself   (Are you left)   Or left by your lover?   (By yourself)   For three nights straight now   (Left by your lover)   You know I keep both of my shoes   (I've got bad feelings inside)   But I've forgotten my lines   (I can't pray through)   I've misplaced my cues   (I can't pray my way around it)   And there's a sea full of faces   And a show to go on   I'm struck mute at entrance   With nothing to draw from   Nothing to draw from