Holy Moses   Acceptance      standing - standing in front of the mirror   staring - into hollow eyes again   confronting - me with myself   watching - helpless selfinflicted pain   suffering - under these circumstances   feeling - broken and misused   knowing - that i`m living a lie   acceptance - that i`m unable to deny   acceptance      remembering - how it used to be   drouwing - in sorrow and ecstasy   growing - like a cancer in me   turning - myself into the enemy      i`m trapped -    with my back against the wall   frustration - takes its all   i`m trapped -    with my back against the wall   frustration - let frustration take its tall      no need - no need to talk to myself again   no need - to think that i can change the way i am   no need - to fool myself around again   needing - to accept what i am      i feel the need to accept that    i`m not the one i thought i am      acceptance