When the light is on and the stereo is off   I know I look so pale   When the money is gone and the nightmares are on   I know I look so pale      And I stay inside because excuses    Are the only thing that I wear   And you know it so well      Sometimes I wonder what you see in me   But I am greatful   Sometimes we drink and smoke us free   But that is something I will never be without you      I don't remember any yesterday   Only that time don't kill my pain   I guess it's easy to be sober for one day   But I am shaking and here it comes again      And I stay inside because excuses    Are the only thing that I wear   And you know it so well