words in my head   atom splitting up the twins   rocks inside my head again   keeps me from your bed   sends me errand boy at swim   to drag my lake for scars      do the stars conspire   to kill us off with loneliness   am i so inspired that i could save   the both of us      stayed up all night   rubbing words but they don't take   now the sun says   what a mess you've made   with a bag of beer   held like the last girl on earth   to keep your hands from words      do the stars conspire to pin us   down like butterflies   a life on the trial the hot stare america      sunrise cemetery nervous breakdown   saw my angel making eyes at strangers   i was indisposed i couldn't blame her   know i came to bury and wound up staying      verse in my head   first light fingers rake the hills   turns a landscape into lines   finds the phantom limbs   connects the dots i got her name   from an orange rhyming dictionary      sunrise cemetery nervous breakdown   saw my angel making stories for me   now i know her and she meant to save me   with an orange rhyming dictionary      do the stars conspire to shock us into tiny measures   can you survive going crazy every time you see her?