I've been running to let go   I've been running away from home   My knees no longer hold   But I can't stop      It's still too easy to run      Time and Time again you fade away   And I wonder how you   Still manage to beat the hell out of me   Time and Time again you seem to fail   But it seems that you can   Still manage to crush my self-esteem      I'm hoping when I'm gone   You realize I'm not strong   That I would suffocate my will to play along   And I wish you'd understand   I've sacrificed all I can      To share my soul with you      Time and Time again you fade away   And I wonder how you   Still manage to beat the hell out of me   Time and Time again you seem to fail   But it seems that you can   Still manage to crush my self-esteem      I got lost in fire   I tried to get away   But the flames grew higher   Too high for me      Time and Time again you fade away   And I wonder how you   Still manage to beat the hell out of me   Time and Time again you seem to fail   But it seems that you can   Still manage to crush my self-esteem      Time and Time   Time and Time   Time and Time again   Still manage to beat the hell out of me   Yeah   yeah   Still manage to crush my self-esteem