Tunnel vision is slowly setting in   Blocking out what should be letting in, letting in   11 years of seeing through alcoholic eyes   Nothing here at all but lows disguised as highs      Days, I don't remember now, fitting in and blacking out   Falling up and spiraling down and down and then   It's down again and up again   I've mellowed but it's taken so much time      Never needed to think that I was thin   Anyway, would I wish it on you now? I'm so fucked up   Lay down pacified and completely compromised   Nothing left inside but memories of lies      Days, I don't remember now of fitting in and falling out   Falling up and spiraling down and down and then   It's down again but up again   I'm sorry but it doesn't matter now      11 years of seeing through alcoholic eyes   Nothing here at all but lows disguised as highs      Days, I don't remember now, fitting in and blacking out   Falling up and spiraling down and down and then   It's down again but up again   I've mellowed but it's taken so much time      So much time, so much time, so much time   So much time, so much time, so much time   So much time, so much time