[PSC]   Now if it's cool in moderation   I found a way to pace it   I made it more acceptable my life and I ace it   I'm faded on occasion an abrasion to the clean cut   Blend it with my normal way of life and now I seem stuck   Even when I'm not blue I'm focused and I thank you   For opening that part of my brain I couldn't break through   Even though it's illegal while consuming   I participate in dangerous activities I'm dooming   My future longevity heavenly prospect   I think I have a good heart, I'd say I had a late start   People in my family have fallen to addiction   It's a mission uncontrollable you can't take the friction      [Eligh]   It fits together like bricks stacked in an orderly fashion   When I'm building up my confidence   Surrounding my controlled habitat   Split in two   Which rabbits the lie   Which holds the key to free   My destiny survive   Survival of the fittest it's the medicine   The key to free the mind   Subliminal intricate tricks put upon my being   Since the birth of a sorcerer came under the Pisces sign   Alcoholic rushing, gushing like rivers of gold   Holding my breath with the fish, early death is not a wish   I'm not Bronson but it haunts my conscience on the constant   Soaking up my compliments, one hand in the wonderland   One hand in the contraband   Underwater chase the rabbit to its destination   One hand on the pipe, one for the blunt   One for the medicine, one hand on the bottle   One for the door so they can let us in   One hand for the glass, one hand for the ass   One for the pad and pen   One for the mic control   See the rabbit gentlemen      [Bicasso]   They set it up for us   Put me on a planet of people, use these plants of love   Put 'em in they mouths and stuff   Tried it once to call a bluff and see the repercussions   'cause the world is a petri dish, experimental hit and miss   And I'm a goldfish, underwater   Shake me some crystals that might change the color   Now look thru my lens, do you see how things are circular?   Pixilated pressure points directly when you hit the joint   Added it to what you had it stashed up in your liquor cabinet   Drank to wash down that sticky tablet   Stuck inside, you had to have it   Now go and get, 'cause here it comes lifted   Euphoric brain liquid melt shifted felt good   Either you shouldn't or you should but you did   Either you shouldn't or you should so you did   This is a message for grown folks and kids   Who choose to chase the rabbit down these lives that we live      [Scarub]   The old lady gets upset when I touch the bottle   I promised I wouldn't touch the bottle minus special occasions   Yesterday she could tell I had a hang over   When asked what was the occasion I said because I could afford it   I was a shame how short the time was since my previous buzz   Didn't want to think about it, tried to swallow it all,   But that would only leave things unsettled causing nerves to shake   Like upset stomachs, avalanches and earthquakes   Not an uncommon occurrence but still hard to digest   The older I get the harder it is to fight   These addictive aggressive gravities weighing me down   Squinting my eyes, gritting my teeth in disbelief   Or becoming what I always learned to hate   And some of us won't stop until we see with our own eyes   The self destruction, the coughing up of blood caught in the throat,   Infectious phlegm I'm trying to tell y'all   I know shit like this will be our down fall   If not the actual sickness then the mind state that we're in   Seeing is believing   But at time, what is seen is a sign of it being too late   A sign of it being too late      [The Grouch]   Now I've been to the depths of the steps of that other place   Turned back and learned that here is where I love to race   When in the face of reality I kiss it   If I fuck off relations, know that I'm gonna miss it   Visit with it, live it, give it all of Grouch,   Unzip it like a pouch and let it all hang out   As if no one was watching, I ain't botching up the job   God, never that, help me with a better act   Knack embedded, I manipulate in any state   Weather sober or faded to where I can't see straight   I motivate, elevate, activate, tell it great, take it farther   Growin' larger on the daily off a chill pill   Although the thrill will call   Face it, life in this matrix is raw   Pace it, pace it y'all