(Mark Erelli)      It's no secret, no mystery   How you once loved me so   Now you're part of my history   That was a long time ago   You'd think I'd have learned   But it's hopeless you see   I always return to your memory      You leaned on my shoulder   You whispered my name   Now the fire only smolders   Only ashes remain   But I still feel it burn   I can still feel the heat   I always return to your memory      I just can't explain   How the sound of you name   Rings in my ears all the time   And try as I may to run farther away   The closer you follow behind      I wish I'd never met you   But I dream of you still   Though I pray I'll forget you   I don't believe I ever will   You're the page I can't turn   But I can't bear to read   I always return to your memory      Guess I'll always return