It's late at night the world's asleep   And I'm trying not to think   I take some pills cause my mind bleeds   I'm thinking what is wrong with me   Because the only thing I know about honesty   Is every lie I told that you believed      I'm afraid, to be alone   I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out      And you'll be amazed   At the secrets I keep   You'll be amazed   At my mouth full of lies   But I'm too afraid to come clean   Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards      Now I can't look you in your eyes   Because the guilt is killing me   I try disconnect my heart again   Just so I can breathe   I wanna be myself again   But I just can't cause      I'm afraid, to be alone   I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out      And you'll be amazed   At the secrets I keep   You'll be amazed   At my mouth full of lies   But I'm too afraid to come clean   Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards      It's such a shame what I've become   After years of breaking down   My whole life has come undone   Cause I'm trying to fake it all   And I know that you love someone   But that someone isn't me   Or is this me?   No      And you'll be amazed   At the secrets I keep   You'll be amazed   At my mouth full of lies   But I'm too afraid to come clean   Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards      You'll be amazed   You'll be amazed