I've often wondered if there's   Ever been a perfect family   I've always longed for   Undividedness and sought stability      A flower taught me how to pray   But as I grew, that flower changed   She started flailing in the wind   Like golden petals scattering      And I miss you dandelion and even love you   And I wish there was a way for me to trust you   But it hurts me every time I try to touch you   But I miss you dandelion and even love you      I gravitated towards a patriarch   So young predictably   I was resigned to spend my life   With a maze of misery      A boy and girl befriended me   We're bonded through despondency   I stayed so long but finally   I fled to save my sanity      And I miss you little sis and little brother   And I hope you realize I'll always love you   And although you're struggling, you will recover   And I miss you little sis and little brother      So many I considered closest to me   Turned on a dime and sold me out dutifully   Although that knife was chipping away at me   They turned their eyes away and went home to sleep      And I missed a lot of life but I'll recover   Though I know you really like to see me suffer   Still I wish that you and I'd forgive each other   'Cause I miss you, valentine and really loved you      I really loved you, I tried so hard   But you drove me away to preserve my sanity   And I found the strength to break away   Fly