Welcome to a day of my life   The memoirs of an imperfect angel   Welcome to a day of my life   The memoirs of an imperfect angel      Though the lights were low   I can see you both in lovers silhouette    And my heart stood still   I was froze right there,   staring down at her red dress   so I bolted out the door   jumped right into the car   it’s too dangerous to be in the vicininty of where you are   rolled down all the windows just so I could breath   Can’t believe you just actually did this shit to me   I’m going about a hundred   Mascara running   laughing out of anger but it don’t strick me as funny   Been to good to you   I’ve been virtuous and true to have something like this to happen in my own bedroom.      Betcha gon know though how if feels   When I get you back   Betcha gon know though how it feels   And your hearts been cracked   Betcha gon know though how it feels   When we fade to black   Betcha gon know though how it feels   When you see your whole world collapse   I’m a La La La La La Laugh   I’m a La La La La La Laugh   I’m a La La La La La Laugh   Right in your face boy   Betcha gon know though how if feels      So I pulled to the side of the road to fix my face but I can’t cover with makeup what my tears did to me   But I wake up in a haze   Morning dew and sunrays   As i drive i hide my eyes behind my black Cavalli shades   A block from the house   Slowly creep in the drive way   Tiptoe through the door   But your there wide awake   You like ”where you been?”   I’m like “Sorry but I fell asleep on Jasmine’s sofa. I could of swear that RaeRae called you and told you”   Your like “Are you ok?”   I’m like “mmmmm, alright, a lil sleep and i'll be fine."   But if you only knew what was in the back of my mind.   already stung but you really gon' find out in time         Betcha gon know though how if feels   When I get you back   Betcha gon know though how it feels   And your hearts been cracked   Betcha gon know though how it feels   When we fade to black   Betcha gon know though how it feels   When you see your whole world collapse      this is for real, for real, for real   Oprah Winfrey whole segment for real, for real   20/20 Barbara Walters for real, for real   60 minutes for real      Baby, i had all my trust in you    and look at what you put me through   You got me all crazy   Somewhere down the line you gon' get what you deserve   you f***ing jerk   You were supposed to save me my sweet baby   and now we're fading away   But you gon' know how this feels even if its the last thing i ever do   to be continued . . .