I feel all black inside like coal   I wonder if you know?   An evil thrives inside my soul   the darkest place I know   I rage at everyone I see   Nocturnal fiends and all that be   just keep away from me      I search the shadows of my inner being   and see reflections of my twisted memories   The darker half of our nature   our misery   Is this the monster we call madness?   Insanity?      I feel all black inside like coal   I wonder if you know?   an evil nourished by my soul   the darkest place I know      so far from who we are   beneath our hidden scars   so far from where we once were   save me from this dark and twisted avatar   lead me back to where we were      It scrapes the surface of this waking dream   my own illusions leaving fissures in its seams   A pure distinction of hatred   and jealousy   Is this the one fallen angel   inside of me?      I feel all black inside like coal   how could you even know?