me....   all I wanted in my life was 2 be seen   it was all or nothing   nothing inbetween   I had to proove myself   stronger than my needs      In time    when I was giving up the fight 2 carry on   when all the happiness inside of me was gone   It didn磘 matter what I did 'cause all was wrong.      There磗 a part of me   who just can磘 see   why you believe in a scum like me   I care no more   why can磘 u see   I磎 thinking of being loved      I feel   that I磛e been holding on 2 long to history   my mistakes have been the same repetitively   it磗 a feeling of mistake and misery      A voice   always questioning everything I do   It磗 always there 2 make me feel a kinda?blue   makes me feel that I am nothing but a fool      Chorus      Instead   of being proud of all the good   things that I磛e gone   I take a step aside, I hit and run   'cause I feel that I have fooled you all along   'cause when you look under the surface   you will see   that what you think is big and strong   is only me