Don't try to call   There are some bridges that burn beyond recognition beyond repair   Don't say you've changed   There are some forces that turn beyond recollection beyond my stare      When I feel the cold in the dark   I know you're there      Long ago I was a woman in pain   A woman in need, I ran to you   Long ago I did not understand   You were making me bleed, I ran to you      When I feel the cold in the dark   I know what you do      I will crawl through my past over stones, blood and glass   In the ruins   Reaching under the fence as I try to make sense   In the ruins      I know your heart has held its own fear   It's perfectly clear what they did to you   But in my heart it's the screaming I hear   I won't let them come near since my love knew you      When I feel the cold in the dark   I remember you      I will crawl through my past over stones, blood and glass   In the ruins   Reaching under the fence as I try to make sense   In the ruins      Night after night I am carving it out   I will carry it down to the waterside   Night after night I am hearing the sound   Of wings that come beating I will not hide      When I feel the cold in the dark   I will know why      But I will crawl through my past over stones, blood and glass   In the ruins   Reaching under the fence as I try to make sense   In the ruins      But if I am to heal I must first learn to feel   In the ruins   I will crawl, I will crawl, I will crawl