I dreampt of you gone.   In a fit of rage I wished you dead.   I thought that I would leave,   but maybe I'm just tired.      I drank a little too much.   I'm curled up on the floor,    where the drugs are wearing off.   I thought that I would leave   but I'm not sure how I'll be,   when morning comes to me.      I think that I'd survive   without you in my life.   but for now I'd find   that it's more than what I need.   I think I'd be alright   if only for tonight   to leave this all behind   so it's more than what I need.      You've successfully ruined my day.   Can you feel my teeth grind that smile off of your face?   I swore to myself that I would leave.   but maybe I'll be fine   once I fall asleep tonight.      I think that I'd survive   without you in my life.   but for now I'd find   that it's more than what I need.   I think I'd be alright   if only for tonight   to leave this all behind   so it's more than what I need.      I hate that I'm doubting everything we wanted   although sometimes so perfect,    it's sometimes the hardest thing that I do.   You bring up the past here.    Do you feel guilty or threatened?   Just give me some space and sure enough...   I'll end up back to you.      I dreampt of you gone.