Thrown away everything   Challenged hope, challenged fate   Fuck the world, fuck my place   Like it matters   Point your fingers at me,   Contest my integrity,   Question my honesty,   Don't even try it   Feed your life to someone who cares   Nothing, no one, do it myself   One fist in the gold,   One foot in the grave,   One fist in your face,   Destroying      So sick of believing   Feels like i'm eating myself alive   So sick of, existing   Feels like i'm dying   Feels like i'm eating myself alive      Never asked for a thing,   Made myself, made my way,   On my own, trustworthy   I've never strayed   My drive is fueled from the core,   Opened mind closed the door   Confidence to the bone,   To the marrow   Feed your life to someone who cares   Nothing, no one, do it myself      One fist in the gold,   One foot in the grave,   One fist in your face,   Destroying      So sick of believing   Feels like i'm eating myself alive   So sick of existing   Feels like i'm dying   Feels like i'm eating myself alive      Cleanse me, to wash away, drowning myself,   Drowning myself in the waves   Cleanse me, to wash away, drowning myself,   Drowning myself in the waves      So sick of believing,   Feels like i'm eating myself alive   So sick of, existing   Feels like i'm dying   Feels like i'm eating myself alive