I should have seen my end coming from a long way off   My friend said man she'll give you the blues so bad, don't get caught   But I went right ahead and told myself a pack of lies   And spent night after hammered night getting back my mind      I am a fool when I need you   I'm a fool to believe   My heart is so wide open   I'm so easy to deceive   I'm a fool I'll keep believing   I'm a fool I'll believe it all   I'm a fool who'll keep on trying   And like a fool, I will crawl      I waste time in my mind thinking of you - I am a fool I know   I should be healing myself instead of hurting myself - I am a fool I know I know I know   And it hurts to keep learning the same lessons in pain   I am a fool I know   Self mutilation is the only thing I know - I am a fool I know      I've seen your front teeth sharpen and I've felt your muscles flex   You have the kind of eyes that turn mere mortals into wrecks   I know first hand so well all the hard times you direct   Seduced rejected reduced ejected again   Yeah!   I am a fool when I need you   I'm a fool to believe   My heart is so wide open   I'm so easy to deceive   I'm a fool I'll keep believing   I'm a fool I'll believe it all   I'm a fool who'll keep on trying   And like a fool, I will crawl   I will crawl   You can do anything you want   I am a fool I know cuz its all I know   I know I know I know   Yeah I'm a fool I know